Just Random Thoughts...

OMG…I can’t believe there was a shooting in my neighborhood/district.  Sure, my neighborhood has never been the best place to go when tourists go to San Francisco but of many years living in that district I’ve never heard about shootings in that area.   It’s kinda freaky how I was walking on that exact street a few hours earlier before the shooting took place.   I guess I got lucky that I wasn’t one of the victims of that shooting.  Just like today for example, I almost got hit by a black SUV today on the corner of Hillsdale mall and El Camino Real.  The driver was definitely not looking when it was my turn to cross the street.  Now that I think about it, I had other incidents where a big truck almost hit me on Ocean Street.  I had a lot of near death incidents when I was younger, like a big television set almost fell on me during the big earthquake in ’89, large pieces of tar mats shattered my bedroom windows during my sleep and flew on top of my bed (it’s a miracle that I was asleep during the crash and did not get scratched from the tar mats or broken pieces of glass on top of my blankets) I think that was when I was in 2^nd grade when that incident happened, I almost got hit by a car while I was on the bus back in middle school (which technically the car did hit the bus but fortunately it did not go through the bus and shattered the windows but I do remember sitting next to the window when it happened), and then I think I almost got *burned* really badly from my electric heater due to a malfunction (that happened just a few years ago).  Looking back at all these incidents it’s more than just luck that I was able to escape all these incidents unharmed.  I think God really has a purpose for me on earth and wants to save my life and protect me from getting killed because I need to fulfill my divine purpose on earth.  Whenever I’m feeling down or doubtful about my life I need to think about all the near death experiences that I was able to escape.  God really has a purpose for me!!!  Now, I need to keep praying to God and keep asking him what’s my divine purpose on earth?  Even if I have an idea of what I’m supposed to do I need to not care what people think or doubting myself.  If I don’t feel passionate in this “career” than either move on to a new career or keep going on until I succeed.