I can’t believe that tomorrow is the last day of
2013! I feel that ever since
Thanksgiving, the weeks have gone by sooooo fast. Christmas and my sister’s birthday was
alright, even though there’s some drama with my sister and her birthday cake
and that mom said some insensitive stuff to my sister that night that pissed her
off. On Saturday/ December 28th, Alice treated Janice and I to the
broadway show Beauty and the Beast for an early Birthday present. That was really nice and generous of Alice to
treat me to another broadway show for my Birthday present. I hope that 2014 will bring me a lot of good
things in the new year! I really, really,
really hope that 2014 will be the year that I find love and NOT
run away from it. I really hope I get
over my insecurity issues regarding my
health and traumatic issues from my past.
I know earlier this year I wrote that I’m not ready for love. Well, lately I’ve been thinking that it’s
time for me to let go of the past and to move on. I don’t want to be stuck being single all the
time. I know that I should learn to love
myself first and that love and everything else going on in my life will come
through. I think it would be a miracle
if I somehow got over my issues and find love all in one year! I think it would be awesome if I finally fall
in love in 2014 with someone worth my time.
I mean, sure I’m still thinking of this guy from my past now and then
but I don’t know if we were meant to be.
Perhaps it was nothing but a crush, timing was definitely wrong back
then, or maybe it could lead to something if I did follow up to asking him
out? I don’t know, but I do want to fall
in love with someone worth my time. I
wish there were some major signs for me to pursue my long time crush. But there hasn’t been….except that one time
at the Bart station. That was really a
right place but wrong time for me this year.
But I do hope to see him (in a far away distance) more often next
year! I also hope to lose more weight in 2014. To Be Continued…
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