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I can’t believe it has almost been 1 year has passed since I wrote in this blog.  Man, it’s so depressing to write about my life, especially what has happened to me since I last wrote in this blog.  After posting my May.29^th entry on my blog, I decided to continue on my education and took a class that I needed during summer school.  I think I surprised myself and my friends that know me well enough when I told them I passed that class with an A!  However, during the Fall of 2012 I got a relapse and had to be hospitalized for 10 days.  Ever since I got discharged from the hospital I had to slowly get my health back to “normal”.  I remember after getting discharged from the hospital that my body got really weak, that my legs were really tired and weak after walking a little bit.  I’m glad that I was able to keep one of my p.e. classes and stick to it for the whole semester.  My health slowly got better as the days, weeks, months passed by.  Around December 2012, I was telling myself that maybe I should take it easy and just take p.e. classes and maybe 1 academic class.  Around mid-January 2013, I ended up just taking 7 p.e. classes.  I was suppose to take this English class but for some reason I couldn’t get in that class for this semester.  I really think that the Universe is telling me to not take any academic classes this semester because while I was registering for that English class but had a computer problem, it’s weird how I had no problem registering for the other classes though.  I even tried to add that class and the teacher told the class that she’s surprised that on the first week of school that her class is already full especially since it’s was a night class.  The teacher even said that there’s already a waiting list and a second waiting list!  In my mind,  I was thinking “oh shit, why me?!!!”  But I realized that it wasn’t meant for me to take that class especially this semester because my health is still quite not there yet.

I am glad that I lost some weight this semester, I need to relax and enjoy taking these p.e. classes because I eventually need to go back to taking academic classes.  Even though I’m taking 7 p.e. classes this semester, I’m still not losing the weight fast enough.  I lost 13 pounds so far, so that’s great that I’m seeing some kind of results.  It’s funny how two of my former classmates saw me this semester and they thought I lost 20-30 pounds.  Back then, I told them I only lost 5 pounds.  This month a lot of my classmates from p.e. classes complimented me and told me that I looked like I lost weight and told me to keep up the good work.  I sort of see a difference in my face and my back.  I guess I will see a huge transformation when I reach my ideal weight of 110 pounds.  Until then, I’m going to have to relax and not get frustrated whenever I look at the scale.  Even though a lot of my classmates say it’s probably muscle and not fat that I’m gaining.  I get stressed so easily over the little things.  It’s no wonder that I’m getting white hair!  God, I need to learn to not stress over everything and learn to relax!!!

Anyways, in my future posts for this year I think I’m going to write about the special assignment that Karen suggested that I should do.  Besides writing about that special assignment, I think I will write about what I think the Universe is trying to tell me to do for 2013 and perhaps beyond.  Maybe write something about the topic of love, romance, and how I feel about it.